talk it out

i think its time to have this talk. i have worried about this for a while yessssssss, i am a virgin and yessssss i wanna have sex but IM NOT READY i cant live with the fact that i could let my parents down. let god down. today, everyone has sex all my friends have sex theres not one person i do know that hasnt had sex .... SEX... SEX.... SEX
im tired of hearing about how fun it is how pasionate it is. im sorry but its slutty.
its sad when in the state nof kentucky its legal for children at the age of 9 can buy condoms to promote safe sex..... thats just gross
but anyway i am not ready and i dont care what scott, austin, zack, nick or anyother punk wants me .... i dont want them