Thursday, February 25, 2010

before i was me there was you

Before i was me there was you.
When everything was still new,
there was always you.

You show me how to sing,
how to believe.
You taught me how to dream.

Everything i am i owe to you,
i have your eyes,
i have your soul.

Its been hard though this life,
but i kno right beside me,
there you'll be.

I own you everything,
without you im nothing.
Before i was me there was you. <3

to my mother

Friday, February 19, 2010

how embarressing!

My boyfriends parents are in the proccess of selling their old house, matt (my boyfriend) had the bright idea to show it to me without telling his parents we where over there by ourselves. so we go over to this old beautiful house and run around and pretend to be married... he told me about all his childhood memories, where he fell down the stairs and broke his legs, where he measured his height since he was 2, and the window he broke while playing basketball with his friends. but in all this fun we started making out in the basement then........ the realator walked in along with the couple interrested in buying the house.... between the tears rolling down my face and matt freaking out the realator plus the young couple said it was fine and they wouldnt tell matts parents.... just my luck right?!

from 10 things i hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me. And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots. And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick-- it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh -- even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didnt call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - - not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

This quote from the movie 10 things i hate about you has touch my heart by letting me know its ok to dislike flaws about the one you love but..... in the end ...... i still love HIM....

i hate the way he wants only (that) after a day of romance, i hate the way he blares his screamo music in my car, i hate the way he picks on his brothers, i hate the way he pays more attention to his friends when we all hang out together, i hate they way he does things he knows! i dnt like it! But i can never really hate him -- not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
because his good out weighs his bad 100 hundered times over!