talk it out

i think its time to have this talk. i have worried about this for a while yessssssss, i am a virgin and yessssss i wanna have sex but IM NOT READY i cant live with the fact that i could let my parents down. let god down. today, everyone has sex all my friends have sex theres not one person i do know that hasnt had sex .... SEX... SEX.... SEX
im tired of hearing about how fun it is how pasionate it is. im sorry but its slutty.
its sad when in the state nof kentucky its legal for children at the age of 9 can buy condoms to promote safe sex..... thats just gross
but anyway i am not ready and i dont care what scott, austin, zack, nick or anyother punk wants me .... i dont want them

its somthing like this

i have never loved like this before .....
its never been this fun before.....
no worries, no drama, no crying
only the butterflies......
those technicolored wonderful butterflies....

he makes me feel like flying .....
ive never loved like this.....
the charmer of my heart....
the laughter of my life...
hes all i ever wanted .....
and everything i thought i didnt deserve...

i hope i dont mess this up ....
like i did the last time ...
will my past haunt me...
will i ever get over it....

doubt will me my demise

cant read cant write?

i wouldnt be able to have school ..... wait the wouldnt be school......
so that mean nooo blogging YAY! just kiddin
but it would be back to cave men times and it would be alot easier
everything we new would be over done never more....... sad

spring makes me feel

i like spring because everything is reborn. after a long cold winter theres nothing better then an easter morning the sun is shining and spring flowers color the earth. but other then the hole reborn stuff the most important is tat its the gate way to summer my birthday season.... the happiest moments of my life happened during summer. But i cant think of any thing else.... so yesss

There are many types of diffrent potatos :
scalloped
mashed
fried
french fried
in stews .....
and so on and so forth

But i think the world will be alot skinnier place poataos are full of starch and mostly the way they are cooked is unhealthy. Its like a guilty pleasure, and of course we cant live without pleaseing our self .... mine is chocolate covered strawberries hmmmmmmmm.

Im sure it would have effected the world trade because we traded with europe and grew connections.
But thats the all i can say about the matter so happy blogging! <3

is love blind?

love is like spinning around and around u get dizzy, and kindof sick to your stomach, and u dont know what way is right and left ..... but blind?
yes deffinately, when your in love you are blind to the other persons flaws, in your eyes they are perfect. This somtimes is a bad thing. i have a frined .... she was head over heals for this jerk and is still is partly .... he lied cheated and played her like a video game. but she still kept going back i really never understood why but i do agree love is blind

friends

i have alot of friends but my most and biggest influence is jillian
Jilly Billy .... Jilly Beans....... or just plain Jill she is wicked smart histarically funny and everything a true friend should be.
i am the kind of person that always has somthing going wrong and shes always there to tell me when im being stupid or just to have my back or a shoulder to cry on
i love her shes the best friend i have had since birth