ode to mrs. fallon

oh how she wears her pants so high
and how her hair is so refined
the way the freaks out about gum
or how she gets mad about
putting your feet in the chair...
" do u want someone to have a dirty bumb!"
she always fallows the agenda rules to the letter
and how she thinks she the best teacher ever
if you would like to leave early for lunch it will never happen
if you want to get extra credit
you better forget it
some call her the devil
some call her the witch of the 200's
i just call her the end to my high school career
so thank you mrs. fallon you ruin childrens lives
and still manage to sleep at night!

its offical

its official i have found my purpose in this life
somthing that makes me truely happy
i know what i am meant to do
it came clear to me one afternoon
i was sitting in the park waiting on my man
and suddenly it dawned on me
hit hit me like a lightening bolt
like a train
like a car
like anything if it hits you it will leave an impact
i want to be..........
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a princess lol

prom date?

out so i dont know how
but i have managed to loose two prom dates in two weeks!
i mean im sure there are girls out there that are worst off then me
like annalise ... she got ditch from a dude that shes been planning on go with for alll year
disappointing huh?
if all others fail ( bc lets face it good guys around here are in small supply)
i will just go with mason ... my gay friend
hes probably going to be more fun anyway!

basic needs of life

in my opinion
everyone needs just a few basic things for a happy life
love( which includes family friends and a lover)
laughter ( having fun and enjoying the time you have on this earth)
and just to live( live it up, every minute)
and not to worry about the little thing but learn to appreciate them
i know it might sound a lil simple ... maybe even a little juvenile but its the policy i try to live by and it kindof works for me.... most of the time ;]

rest and relaxation

so sleeping is a great past time
or just chilling out
after a hard day theres nothing better to me then chillin out with the people i love
or just taking a nap .....hmmmm
sounds great right now ....
had a bad day today so better believe as soon as i get home the first thing im going to do is
SLEEP!
and when i dream its alot better then reallity so it helps a great deal

unfulfiled dreams

ok so when i was younger i was a cheerleader
yes i kno, not my attituted at all
but i loved it
i was extremely good to
i could do flips like no other
and i had some major peppy spirit
well when it became time to be in middle school i tried out for the burns squad
i made it
i hated it
the girls were mean and snobby
they were more worried about who did what with whom then practise
i wasnt the most serious cheerleader but i was commited
i loved going to games and the intensity of the sports i cheered for
but in the end it wasnt worth it
my unfulfiled dream was to cheer in high school
bc i gave up on my passion to early

what i need and what i want

i need to have a man that my family will approve of
a man that compliments my personality and not just my assests
a man who can support himself and who cares about his future

instead of

a guy that thinks the idea of a good time is 20 min. in a bed
a guy that chooses anything in the world over you
losers, user, and abusers

bryan is what i need and want .... but chase is the bad boy who i cant help but be attracted to
why is this so confusing?

you lied

ok so you said you loved me
you said forever
i didnt know forever meant i had to stay with your cheating self
i didnt sign up for this pain
its evough to kill any normal person
its a good thing im a strong, stubborn, and prideful person
its a good thing i build up walls
its a really good thing i trusted myself instead of you
its a good thing i listened to my friends
its a good thing i never fully gave you might heart
because
it would have sucked to love you
and then you lied

all i ever wanted

my goals before i gradute...
1. pass fallon's class
2. not to fall in love
3. leave an impact on one of my teachers
4. get a 24 on my ACT.
DOESNT SEEM TO HARD BUT ITS STRESSING ME OUT !
i cant take this its driving me insane, there has to be a support group for this type of thing
nobody ever said it was going to be this hard trying to get into the college of your choice .... i wanna go to UK but im nowhere near where i need to be for UK. and thats the saddest part.
i should have worked harder... i regret my stupidity

god mom?!

ok sooo me and mom are the same size and can wear eachother cloths ... not that we should b/c im 17 and shes 41?!
but she accused me of wearin a pair of her jeans .... and they got lost ... wow shocker since her closest is a blackhole... well me and her got into in and turns out they were shoved in the back somwhere and she found they but i still got grounded for argueing .... im like this is the stupidest thing i ever heard but w/e ... one day she'll wake up and be like ... im really dumb (hopefully)

before i was me there was you

Before i was me there was you.
When everything was still new,
there was always you.

You show me how to sing,
how to believe.
You taught me how to dream.

Everything i am i owe to you,
i have your eyes,
i have your soul.

Its been hard though this life,
but i kno right beside me,
there you'll be.

I own you everything,
without you im nothing.
Before i was me there was you. <3

to my mother

how embarressing!

My boyfriends parents are in the proccess of selling their old house, matt (my boyfriend) had the bright idea to show it to me without telling his parents we where over there by ourselves. so we go over to this old beautiful house and run around and pretend to be married... he told me about all his childhood memories, where he fell down the stairs and broke his legs, where he measured his height since he was 2, and the window he broke while playing basketball with his friends. but in all this fun we started making out in the basement then........ the realator walked in along with the couple interrested in buying the house.... between the tears rolling down my face and matt freaking out the realator plus the young couple said it was fine and they wouldnt tell matts parents.... just my luck right?!

from 10 things i hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me. And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots. And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick-- it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh -- even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didnt call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - - not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

This quote from the movie 10 things i hate about you has touch my heart by letting me know its ok to dislike flaws about the one you love but..... in the end ...... i still love HIM....

i hate the way he wants only (that) after a day of romance, i hate the way he blares his screamo music in my car, i hate the way he picks on his brothers, i hate the way he pays more attention to his friends when we all hang out together, i hate they way he does things he knows! i dnt like it! But i can never really hate him -- not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
because his good out weighs his bad 100 hundered times over!

breast-ket ball

So the maturity of the men in apollo high school have great decreased....
The invention of the sport, breast-ket ball! The point of the game is to have any small object and try to shoot it down a females shirt. the requirement are for the female to have very ample breast to create a massive goal. The other part is to try and not cry while the female beats the mucus, out of the men. Being a female with such breast i feel the need to make this sport known and say its an outrage and should be seen as sexual harrasement. I dislike men with a burning passion opon my soal! I have a proposal to make a sport for females called snake attack. The object of the game is to knee/kick/hit men as hard as possible in the gonads!

unlucky class

For the graduateing class of 2010, sarrow has been with us since eighth grade year at burns middle school. Four of our beloved classmate have died a horrible death. Melissa,Ashley,Greg, and Eric. But their deaths has had a life changing effect on this class. We love more, fight less, and live each day to the fullest. Never taking eachother for granted. i can see why death is so hard, the best life lessons are the hardest ones we learn from. but this one really did suck!!!!

im lucky literally

I believe in superstions! Black cats, four leaf clovers, and karma.
My favorite subject is karma and the mystical powers of the universe. you do bad things_bad things will happens to you, plain and simple. i once came in comtact with a pyhcic who told me my future will be bright as long and i do good deeds towards other and stay true to myself. The madam was right, i love more and hate less and my heart is alot more full and happy.
and its all becasue i truely believe in the supersition. Belief in a supersition is what gives it power. For me Karma is a second Religion.