family

My family is my salvation in the world that trys so hard to break me down.
My mommy: is my guide for the future, she keeps me on track so i dont stray from my goals, i get my beautiful heart from her
My daddy: im a daddy's little angel, he also calls me firecracker b/c he says i explode with personality, i get my stregnth from him
My older brother : ben is the protector, stands up when i need him the most, and is my great wall of china when i call his name, he gives me saftey
My younger brother: jacob is my joy, i couldnt go through one day without hereing his voice, hes the boy version on me
without these people i wouldnt be the person i am today i love them and i wouldnt live without the four halfs that make me hole

so this is new

I have never blogged before in my life so this is new.
So basically i didnt think that my personal feelings would be read by one or maybe thousands but as long as you dont know who i am i guess its ok. So here it goes....
I am a senior in highschool but im in love with a freshman boy yea i know thats creepy, but really not, considering i just turn 17 and he is 16 a year isnt that big of a deal, but my mother thinks its inappropriate so im not aloud to see him. Im also dateing a really amazing guy who my mother cant get enough of, but hes not my freshman what am i supposed to do. Do i go against my mother who i love dearly and fallow my heart, or stay with the guy she adores and get over my feelings that are forbidden. If anyone has been in a situation similar to mine please help!