so this is new

I have never blogged before in my life so this is new.
So basically i didnt think that my personal feelings would be read by one or maybe thousands but as long as you dont know who i am i guess its ok. So here it goes....
I am a senior in highschool but im in love with a freshman boy yea i know thats creepy, but really not, considering i just turn 17 and he is 16 a year isnt that big of a deal, but my mother thinks its inappropriate so im not aloud to see him. Im also dateing a really amazing guy who my mother cant get enough of, but hes not my freshman what am i supposed to do. Do i go against my mother who i love dearly and fallow my heart, or stay with the guy she adores and get over my feelings that are forbidden. If anyone has been in a situation similar to mine please help!